| So, I was struck with a big concept Friday night.... I need to not second guess my decisions and events in my life. I took a walk by myself and God really spoke to me. He like knocked me on the side of the head and said, "it was Me talking when you heard that. not you, so stop second guessing me" It's so reassuring that he can come to my level and kick me in the face and say, "SEE!!!"
Why was this a big revalation you ask? Well, the last couple of weeks have been very routine with a lot of worrying and anxiety. I feel a push to be in a relationship, and I really thought that it was God, but I kept second guessing myself, thinking, well, what if it's just me wanting something. But the kick in the face woke me up, so we'll see about that. Other things with production stuff being "perfect" has left me partly insane, and that I just need to trust that God will help. I must remember that it's not what I do, but what He does.
So ya, thank you readers for responding to the last E-mail, except that Jeff guy. I did remember the tape!!!! HAHA! So now my next question for you people who have great advice. If one starts dating, is it their obligation to tell everyone about it, or just their closest friends, or no one, or what. I've seen that many people have different opinions on this and was just curious what you thought. Many people get offended when they find out someone they know is dating and how does one eliminate that offendedness (or whatever)....
So a little poem for you....
Any time I think of you
Emptiness escapes me
Subconsciously I realize something greater
Something more thrilling, exciting to come
I'll remember it for some time... |
